Looks like someone has been doing some reflection! Chris Brown posted a somber Instagram on June 8 that proved he’s definitely feeling the toll after his very public fight with Karruche Tran. Then there was that Caitlyn Jenner diss…

Chris Brown, 26, took to Instagram on June 8 and showed that he might be regretting some of his recent, volatile behavior. After fighting with on-again, off-again lady love Karrueche Tran, 27, and then insulting pals Kylie Jenner, 17, and 19-year-old Kendall Jenner‘s dad, Caitlyn Jenner, 65, Chris has been left without many allies. So, is he ready to make amends with his friends?

Hunched over, shrouded in shadows, his face barely visible, Chris is clearly distressed in his latest Instagram. “Seeing the world a lot different now. Good and bad. Seeing myself as well,” he captioned the pic. Chris has definitely had some kind of revelation recently. He’s obviously missing his longtime love, Karrueche, but it’s going to be hard getting her back after all they’ve been through — firstly,  having a baby behind her back with another woman and then, there’s the fight they had last week.

While Chris and Karrueche have had their troubles for quite some time now, their ire escalated after the pair were caught having an epic screaming match while leaving the Playhouse Nightclub on Thursday, June 4. The verbal altercation was broken up by the cops when Chris followed Kae back to her place at 3:30am. Not good! It’s possible that their latest fight is the inspiration for Chris’ emotional Instagram post.

Chris has experienced a lot when it comes to keeping his emotions in check. In 2009, he was sentenced to (and completed) a one-year domestic violence class after his incident with Rihanna. Where was the training he learned from the course when the altercation with Karrueche occurred? Chris has to keep himself grounded.

Chris’ Insensitive Words For Caitlyn Jenner

Another reason why Chris may be “seeing the world a lot different now” — he was schooled by Kylie and Kendall over a transphobic Instagram meme that went after their dad, Caitlyn. Chris reposted the Instagram, originally shared by Snoop Dogg on June 3, that said ““Shout out to Akon! He is about to supply 600 Africans with solar power. Im really upset that this isnt but that science project bruce jenner is #Society.”

Not okay, Chris! When the rapper was met with deep criticism — especially from Kendall and Kylie — who commented on the post, “not very nice to say about your friends dad,” he quickly deleted it. Perhaps this is the growth and progress that he’s referencing in his latest Instagram. Either way, Chris has much to reflect upon lately. We hope he is able to sort everything out and continue on his path to success!